I don’t even remember
if anyone I know IRL follows me on here, but I miss writing in this thing like an actual blog. I hardly care who sees, I just want somewhere to put my thoughts.
This weekend.. had its up and downs. mostly downs, but finally getting the number of someone who I’ve always known to be in a relationship, at the Transit show, definitely left me with something to look forward to. Even though I’m growing pretty exhausted with trying to fill that void. Being emotionally alone is less complicated.
Friday was fun, I went downtown with Mike for Wes’s birthday and got to see a lot of people I hadn’t in awhile. The night ended well, but Saturday was a different story. Mike definitely has a problem with treating me like shit when other people are around, and his best friend noticed as well. After yelling at me in public and bringing up a conversation surrounding my ex, for no reason, I had to step away and collect myself.
I realized I am extremely lucky to have friends like Chuck, Gisselle and Jimmy. These days I honestly am not close to that many people, so when people do express their concern for me, its definitely not something I take for granted. I’m hardly used to friends like that anymore.
I am so ready for finals to be over. My last one is next tuesday. Currently I’m working on an 6 page essay that is due tomorrow, which I haven’t actually started. Oh, and its on a book I didn’t read. This full time semester definitely kicked my ass, my classes aren’t even hard. I just haven’t had to manage my time in this way in over a year.
Too much shit is going on right now.
